i forgot it was like this. forgot that this place indeed does really exist.
and it’s in the past now. you can’t change it. and the heavy aching feelings will just sit there in your chest. won’t they? and maybe someday you’ll finally be able to forget. let the words be washed away in the coming waves. but i’m not there yet.
and i guess it’s over now. isn’t it? neon memories and clenched fists. a million frames shifting through my head, and it will eat you alive. if you look too closely at it.
daisy chains. sunny days. watching my life roll out like a bad movie from far, far away.
and it’s okay. you can let down your guard now. you don’t have to exist with your body on constantly alarm now. it’s not going to happen again.
you’re safe now.