breathe / just breathe / it’s nothing / i’m sure it’s nothing / breathe / just breathe / in the thin air around you like you’re dying / like you’re at the top of the tallest mountain / and i think this is it / but breathe / just breathe / in the toxins / keep your mouth shut / and swallow down the words / like a good little girl / because don’t you want to be a good / little / girl? / don’t you want to be loved? / don’t you want to be known? breathe / just breathe / in the smoke / and gas / and poison / despite your pounding heart / despite your shaking hands /  despite the way everything seems louder / and the world spins in and out of focus / and know / in your last moment / that no matter what you did, you fucking deserved it.